Hmmm...

So...it's been a while.

I thought I was beyond busy last year, but this year feels so much worse. I think it's due to seeing so many internal and external failures that I have no control of and also contributing my own bit of failure to the pot.

I suspect next year will be even worse. Last year I was a first year teacher, therefore mistakes were expected and, for the most part, accepted. This year I am a second year teacher, still considered fairly...fallible. Next year I will be a third year teacher and, thus, utterly screwed. And yet the more I try to do, the more I feel I fail. I need some sort of balance that allows me to do my best and accept that it might not always be good enough.

Like that's ever going to happen.